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Blue Portrait

Posted: Sep 10, 2012
By:aniellecherte
I woke this morning and painted the world blue.  Lovely blue skies and waters; strange blue trees and faces.  I put blue chirps into blue birds, blue houses on blue lawns.  I greet my neighbors and turn them blue, too.  I am the art...Read More

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Posted: Sep 08, 2012
By:ReneeReyes
counting my blessings 09-04-12 I’ve been on a GREAT run since we last spoke. Counting my blessings on almost every front. Highlights include… My New Business Venture Just finished organizing my next business venture to rave reviews - a...Read More

my last day at this wonderful place

Posted: Aug 28, 2012
By:BobbieJo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzDaPrSbs2c Today is my last day at this wonderful place. Dr. Brassard and his staff are an incredible group of people. I have thoroughly enjoyed myself here, and have met many new people, several of which have become fr...Read More

best night of sleep so far

Posted: Aug 26, 2012
By:BobbieJo
My best night of sleep so far. I went to bed at 11 pm, and didn't wake up until almost 7:30 this morning. My catheter came out this morning too, so now I get to pee like a big girl. Time for a quick rest and my shower, then it's start the daily routine...Read More

WHERE BUTTERFLIES GROW

Posted: Aug 25, 2012
By:BobbieJo
I can truly say that this is indeed a place "where butterflies grow". http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzDaPrSbs2c I woke up at 5am crying this morning, no, not from anything bad, but from incredible joy. I have had such a wonderful journey the last 5...Read More

Dressing

Posted: Aug 24, 2012
By:tsJulie44
Just a quick note since I haven't added anything as of late - wish I had more time, but with a busy schedule gues thats how it goes!  Anyhow I've been getting the urge to dress lately, unfortunately it's hard to find the time and/or place to do it...Read More

POST OP GIRL

Posted: Aug 21, 2012
By:BobbieJo
I am feeling much better today after having surgery on the 20th. It looks like they are going to move me out of the hospital and transfer me into the after care facility tomorrow. I did three laps around the nurses station tonight.Read More

A Story I Wrote

Posted: Aug 14, 2012
By:pantyloveroh
Sorry, if the grammar is not perfect but here it is a story I wrote years ago.  I hope people like it.  It is 100% fiction.   It was another hard day at work and Jack was on his way home. It was the same route, the same speed, and the ...Read More

Gender Surgery in 6 days

Posted: Aug 14, 2012
By:BobbieJo
I am starting to get some things packed. Tomorrow is my last day in Columbus. I will go to Warren on Thursday, then from there, it's off to Montreal on Friday.  I'll have 2 days in Montreal for sightseeing, etc. before my surgery on Monday the 20...Read More

Monday 8/13/2012 part 2

Posted: Aug 13, 2012
By:pantyloveroh
Hello again,   When putting on the pantyhose they gave me troubles.  I skipped the bra for now because I am not sure the best way to put it on.   Byes.Read More

Monday 8/13/2012

Posted: Aug 13, 2012
By:pantyloveroh
  Hello,   Last week was fun for me.  I got to meet new people some of them were nice to talk too.  I would like to talk to them again.  A couple of them said that I am a sweet girl that was very nice of them.  I had an...Read More

Herbal Interactions & Stubborn Belly Fat

Posted: Aug 11, 2012
By:Billie38
I started having trouble with leg muscle cramps and a feeling that my muscles were wasting away even though I doubled up on the exercise. Stopping the estrogenic herbs has brought back excess oil and acne.  Progesterone cream seems to help with w...Read More

One month from today

Posted: Jul 20, 2012
By:BobbieJo
The final payment made it to the surgeon's office today. One month from today I will be having surgery to finally get my physical body to match my gender. A dream 54 years in the making, about to come true. Read More

Ask Me Again...

Posted: Jul 17, 2012
By:DanStjames
It's holding your friend because they are sobbing uncontrollably about something they weren't given a choice about.It's when you stand helpless in the waiting room, waiting for news, but can't go back because you aren't family.It's when you watch the l...Read More

final payment

Posted: Jul 16, 2012
By:BobbieJo
I have mailed the final payment to my surgeon. Now I am preparing for the "kiss my **** goodbye" party this Saturday, July 21st. Then it's off to Montreal on August 16th for my surgery on the 20th It's been a wonderful journey the last 5 years.Read More

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Posted: Jul 16, 2012
By:Vermeth
why am i so remote from heaven and her loving embrace? the material plane is a harsh one, no one to love, no where is home, no signs of life beyond the opressive void with chains of gravity everpresent to disallow one from simply flying away, away from...Read More

5 weeks left

Posted: Jul 12, 2012
By:BobbieJo
5 weeks left until surgery, and 9 days left until party !!! It's getting close, a dream 54 years in the making, about to come true.   August 20th, my surgery date. Bobbie JoRead More

correction. i am being denied happiness so i should steal it no?

Posted: Jul 10, 2012
By:Vermeth
My last journal entry was written out of frustration and i have come to find hardly any truth in it either, but rather an attempt at pragmatism, which love doesn't follow. yes i have trouble communicating in words, but i should more than make up for i...Read More

Southern Comfort Conference...

Posted: Jul 08, 2012
By:Johnna
I went last year for the first time and so hope to go again this year!!  It is sooo much fun and I highly recommend it!  :)   Hugs,  j    Read More

the problem was within all this time

Posted: Jul 06, 2012
By:Vermeth
I have been here and there looking for a woman for a serious relationship, and found one, but i fell into traps of what i thought women wanted because i wanted to find my soulmate and be who I am around her, but truth is that you can only give yourself...Read More

6 weeks to go

Posted: Jul 04, 2012
By:BobbieJo
I had my cardiologist appointment and was cleared for surgery. On August 17th I will head to Montreal, and have my surgery on August 20th.   .I lived 49 years trying to be good to everyone but the one person that truly matters - myself. It was ...Read More

conditional love

Posted: Jul 04, 2012
By:Vermeth
where am I heading. i was doing so well. i was happy, i felt like i needed nothing else except for the love of a woman, but i am not so sure there is love on that other side anymore. what i feel now is hallow. the door has been shut in my face by someo...Read More

2 months left

Posted: Jun 22, 2012
By:BobbieJo
2 months until surgery. I went and bought three cute dresses yesterday because I will need some loose fitting clothes during my recovery period, no tight fitting spandex for awhile.   Since my ekg was "abnormal", the surgeon wants me to go see a...Read More

Eerie Occurance

Posted: Jun 21, 2012
By:aniellecherte
Does anyone know, do we see spirits and ghosts first, or hear them?  I know that lightening we see first, then hear, but that has to do with the difference between the speeds of light and of sound.  But with spirits, both their sight and soun...Read More